Happy Birthday to Me.

Every year I have such high hopes for my birthday and every year I am very disappointed. I don’t know why I care so much. But it’s hard for me to make the day special. Even my boyfriend hasn’t told me happy birthday. No one can afford to get me presents. I just don’t feel special. Like I don’t want to talk to anyone today. I want to be left alone because whatever they try to do will only make me disappointed. It’s not like this day can be celebrated any other day of the year. Just today. I could cry.

Do you ever feel that on your birthday?