Not My Day!

I don’t really remember last night. It was all a blur. Honestly though, I’m very surprised not to be majorly hungover. Thank you Jesus for not being hungover. The only thing I know for sure is that there is no more Logan. I should probably feel sad right now. But I think I went through all my emotions last night and now I just feel numb. How could he do that to me?

Well, today is the day my best friend comes home to visit. She’s been off at school bettering herself. I don’t care about that kind of stuff. Ashton you are taking full responsibility for this stupid thing. It was your idea! I’m not sure why I said I would even start writing, I’ll probably forget once she gets here.

The last 24 hours have been the hardest of my life. I mean I really thought Logan was the one. He was my first everything. How could he do something like that with her? She is so trashy. I mean even the bugs won’t go near her. Gag! Why does the side of my head feel cold? BRB…

People tell me all the time that I’m impulsive… and those people are correct. It’s slowly coming back to me now. Last night after he sent that text I went to the salon. Now Ashton will tell you it’s basically my MO when Logan is a being total “butt face” her words not my own. She tells me I need to get my mouth out of the gutter but curse words are my favorite. This time the break up is different. I’ve never shaved my head. Yeah, that’s right ladies and gentlejerks (currently all men are jerks) I, Gigi, have shaved the sides of my once beautiful blonde hair and replaced the color with blue. In the moment I probably thought blue best represented my mood.Now when I go out those daggers the ladies in mom jeans will be even worse. I mean it isn’t like they haven’t thrown shade at me before. Before they would throw shade because their husbands are obviously pigs, now it’s because I look interesting and you know how we don’t like things that are outside the norm in our society. But you know what I don’t give a “poo-poo.” (Ashton really needs to get better appropriate words.) They can go give their husbands a good time for all I care. .

I better get in my sexy new car. I should give her a name… I’ll think of that at a later time. Don’t want to be late to get my bestie, well more like my sister. I don’t know if she’s ready to see her mother. A LOT  has changed since she’s been gone.

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